Overall, I’ve been doing okay considering what just happened. Obviously there’s been a lot of crying and still will be for a while. But since I’m not taking any sleeping pills nor antidepressants, I like to think that I’m coping quite well.
I still can’t find any sense in this tragedy. And quite frankly, I don’t think I ever will. So instead of trying to figure out why, or come up with some religious perspective that would make it seem better, I think the best thing I can do now is just try to accept it. It’s not fair and there’s nothing good about it. But it is what it is, and it’s now a chapter of my life that will affect me for many years to come.
Still hopeful that this website will soon be filled with many happy memories …